Over the weekend and last night we spoke for the first time in months. For some reason I thought things would change; that he would miss me and everything could go back to the way it was. But that was not the case. Whatever the reason, he doesn't love me anymore and he isn't willing to try to get us back.
I have no choice but to move forward. It's so hard -- loving someone but making yourself stop. I'm not sure how exactly to stop loving him, because I've loved him for such a long time, but I have to figure out a way to try. I guess I have to realize that I can't love someone who isn't going to love me back. It's not fair to me. I deserve someone who is going to realize what he has and truly appreciate me for who I am. I need someone who isn't going to give up when things get hard.
Life is a journey and, at this point in my life, I have to let him go.
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